suddenly, i wonder for a second,,do i really goin to be a doctor..
im asking this question to myself sbab td in PBL session, all my other members were with their laptop,printed notes,n VERY organized books,wearing appropriate things,,
while me,,
in a very colourful baju kurung cotton,pkai shawl berpinkan peniti heart shaped,, n most importantly,,my notes are all hand written,,gune pen kaler2 Staedtler, pensel kaler Luna,, pkai pensel,,diagram sume hand-drawn(even noot good at it) n berterabur kertas2 kajang aku ats meje when others yg uat xtra notes hand written pun at least pkai A4 paper n pen..
am i not fit to be a doctor just because of those things?? jujurnye,,aku rase a bit inferior by all these small difference i have with the others..
but,, aku x suke blaja with just internet and typing.
kepale aku x bole msok dgn blaja gune bende alam maya yang x bole dibelek2,mcm kite belek buku n xde feel blaja pun bile type,,if tulis,,ade la rase penat ite uat krje..
n about the unorganized part,,i'll try to change,,usehe daiya!!
do i need to change my fashion sense??? idk,,,hurm...
p/s:aku x reti tulis tegak if dkt kertas A4,sbab tu kene gune kertas kajang! (some thing VERY immature)
signing off:hari bermalas-malas lepas berPBL! (:
dear, masing2 ada cara mereka sndiri.
ReplyDeleteyou shouldnt be like them to feel good.
know ur own strength and sometimes, the differences between you and them makes it unique.
asalkan, dayah fhm all the notes. okey la tu