AKU TAKUTT!!!

finals is less than a month and i got 10 cases and 1 unseen cases to study..

n i dunno where to start or what to start..

somebody help me..

im soo scared..

seriously,aku tak pernah rase aku tak bole buat exam like this one..

i hate my life.. :((

past year question yg senior bg..

abnormalities

yesterday was menarik..

i was walking wit ikyn n dida to watch the netball match (supporting sabrina!!)

otw,my hp rung,syuk call,,

"daya jom men tennis pukul 3"

at that time its was like 2 plus and almost 3..so,of course i said no because my racquet is at hafiz's house and i was wearing anything but sport attire..

but then,suddenly i felt like playing je,so called hafiz n asked for racquet n guess what, I PLAYED IN JEANS AND CARDIGAN for almost 2 hours..

met my PBL mates and suprisingly,TIADA SIAPA YANG LAMBAT! :)) (double hooray for PBL 6)

and btw, first time main ngn syuk,sangat seronok,tapi die kate die main, main2 je and if lepas ni main lagi,no more kesian2 and die x sexist lagi..APEKAH??

haha..

and, HAPPY NEW YEAR all.. ((:

da lamenye x post anything due to the gileness of internet..

final makin dekat,cuaca makin sejuk,kemalasan lagi meninggi..

haih..

ape nak jadi dengan diri ni pun tak tahu..

semalam pergi makan2 ngan izzati and hafiz for the sake to cheer izzati up bcuz of pa'at pindah and everything. went to eat at rumas tapi the nasi goreng pedas, takde lah pedah mane pun..haish..

oh yeah, i hate coloured contact lens!!

but im wearing now 1 so i feel like going to slap myself!!!

its so fake!!

haha..

signing off!!

PESSIMISTIC!

am i a pessimiistic person??

YES, I AM!

im going to change that,, i hope..

i hate being a pessimistic person n i hate that i annoyed others with my pessimistism (ade ke such word?)

contoh that now i am being optimistic,,(haha,,siap ade contoh)

1.bf x on9 langsung 4 the whole week-

my optimistic site say:bz,,bru start sem,, matrix ssh,,MPP banyak event.

2.my ATM card is not working n i am thousands mile away from home wif very little money

my optimistic site say:my parents are doing their best to fix it and theres a solution sooner.

(can b prove:my parents pegi HSBC Ampang,,when i live in JB.)

do i need more optimsitic things??

naaahhh,,enuff for now kot..

Rome was not even built in a day rite!! :P

signing off,,PBL work!! chaiyok!

ana dukturah??

,just finished PBL,,

suddenly, i wonder for a second,,do i really goin to be a doctor..

im asking this question to myself sbab td in PBL session, all my other members were with their laptop,printed notes,n VERY organized books,wearing appropriate things,,

while me,,

in a very colourful baju kurung cotton,pkai shawl berpinkan peniti heart shaped,, n most importantly,,my notes are all hand written,,gune pen kaler2 Staedtler, pensel kaler Luna,, pkai pensel,,diagram sume hand-drawn(even noot good at it) n berterabur kertas2 kajang aku ats meje when others yg uat xtra notes hand written pun at least pkai A4 paper n pen..

am i not fit to be a doctor just because of those things?? jujurnye,,aku rase a bit inferior by all these small difference i have with the others..

but,, aku x suke blaja with just internet and typing.

kepale aku x bole msok dgn blaja gune bende alam maya yang x bole dibelek2,mcm kite belek buku n xde feel blaja pun bile type,,if tulis,,ade la rase penat ite uat krje..

n about the unorganized part,,i'll try to change,,usehe daiya!!

do i need to change my fashion sense??? idk,,,hurm...

p/s:aku x reti tulis tegak if dkt kertas A4,sbab tu kene gune kertas kajang! (some thing VERY immature)

signing off:hari bermalas-malas lepas berPBL! (:

im sssooooo laaazzzzyyyyyy....

i should be doing my assignment on inheritance bla..bla..bla....

help me somebody,,hit me on the head...

p/s:i hope my bf would understand me better

ok2,,signing off cuz im soo lazy to blog...:P

my new addiction

Studies have looked at the effects of caffeine on heart health. Moderate caffeine consumption does not appear to adversely affect cardiovascular health.

Caffeine appears to increase the excretion of calcium , a mineral needed for healthy bones. Calcium is particularly important to prevent osteoporosis , a bone disease characterized by loss of bone strength and seen especially in older women (although men get it too). Moderate caffeine intake does not seem to cause a problem with calcium, as long as one is consuming the recommended amount (adult men and women should be taking between 1,000 and 1,200 milligrams of calcium, depending on age and gender).

In the past there have been concerns that the caffeine in coffee may cause cancer . Research has shown that caffeine in coffee does not cause breast or intestinal cancer. However, not enough research has been done to determine if caffeine in coffee is involved in urinary bladder or pancreatic cancer. Taken in moderation, it is unlikely that caffeine will cause cancer.

Evidence suggests that, at levels over 500 milligrams per day, caffeine may delay conception. Moderate caffeine consumption does not appear to be of concern to women trying to get pregnant. Moderate consumption is also important for a healthy pregnancy. Excessive caffeine intake has been associated with miscarriages and low birth weight babies.

Caffeine may be useful as part of a weight control program because it increases the rate at which the body burns calories for three or more hours after being consumed.

i drank nescafe everyday,,n today i drank 3 packets..

i should stop taking it now,,

haha...

signing off,,pegi klas!