PESSIMISTIC!

am i a pessimiistic person??

YES, I AM!

im going to change that,, i hope..

i hate being a pessimistic person n i hate that i annoyed others with my pessimistism (ade ke such word?)

contoh that now i am being optimistic,,(haha,,siap ade contoh)

1.bf x on9 langsung 4 the whole week-

my optimistic site say:bz,,bru start sem,, matrix ssh,,MPP banyak event.

2.my ATM card is not working n i am thousands mile away from home wif very little money

my optimistic site say:my parents are doing their best to fix it and theres a solution sooner.

(can b prove:my parents pegi HSBC Ampang,,when i live in JB.)

do i need more optimsitic things??

naaahhh,,enuff for now kot..

Rome was not even built in a day rite!! :P

signing off,,PBL work!! chaiyok!

ana dukturah??

,just finished PBL,,

suddenly, i wonder for a second,,do i really goin to be a doctor..

im asking this question to myself sbab td in PBL session, all my other members were with their laptop,printed notes,n VERY organized books,wearing appropriate things,,

while me,,

in a very colourful baju kurung cotton,pkai shawl berpinkan peniti heart shaped,, n most importantly,,my notes are all hand written,,gune pen kaler2 Staedtler, pensel kaler Luna,, pkai pensel,,diagram sume hand-drawn(even noot good at it) n berterabur kertas2 kajang aku ats meje when others yg uat xtra notes hand written pun at least pkai A4 paper n pen..

am i not fit to be a doctor just because of those things?? jujurnye,,aku rase a bit inferior by all these small difference i have with the others..

but,, aku x suke blaja with just internet and typing.

kepale aku x bole msok dgn blaja gune bende alam maya yang x bole dibelek2,mcm kite belek buku n xde feel blaja pun bile type,,if tulis,,ade la rase penat ite uat krje..

n about the unorganized part,,i'll try to change,,usehe daiya!!

do i need to change my fashion sense??? idk,,,hurm...

p/s:aku x reti tulis tegak if dkt kertas A4,sbab tu kene gune kertas kajang! (some thing VERY immature)

signing off:hari bermalas-malas lepas berPBL! (:

im sssooooo laaazzzzyyyyyy....

i should be doing my assignment on inheritance bla..bla..bla....

help me somebody,,hit me on the head...

p/s:i hope my bf would understand me better

ok2,,signing off cuz im soo lazy to blog...:P

my new addiction

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In the past there have been concerns that the caffeine in coffee may cause cancer . Research has shown that caffeine in coffee does not cause breast or intestinal cancer. However, not enough research has been done to determine if caffeine in coffee is involved in urinary bladder or pancreatic cancer. Taken in moderation, it is unlikely that caffeine will cause cancer.

Evidence suggests that, at levels over 500 milligrams per day, caffeine may delay conception. Moderate caffeine consumption does not appear to be of concern to women trying to get pregnant. Moderate consumption is also important for a healthy pregnancy. Excessive caffeine intake has been associated with miscarriages and low birth weight babies.

Caffeine may be useful as part of a weight control program because it increases the rate at which the body burns calories for three or more hours after being consumed.

i drank nescafe everyday,,n today i drank 3 packets..

i should stop taking it now,,

haha...

signing off,,pegi klas!

okeyhh..i reli had an unusual day today,041109.

LET ME SUMMARIZED IT FOR YOU.

1.Gulped down 2 nescafe due to the mick test n x tido(naseb ok)

2.My shawl terburai otw to class(credits to my ancient sling bag..HAHA)

3.Waited with sabe about 45 minutes to get a taxi to go to suuk(pasar)

4.Suuk was H.O.R.I.B.B.L.E (1st time went there..im not being a spoilt brat,,it really is)

5.Dilanggar2 arab yang besar2 belaka while waiting for sabe to buy the fira' (ayam)

6.I don't have any money with me while sabe finished hers at the kedai ayam..HAHAHA.(no money nak balek rumah!)

7.dug our money and i found 75piasters(75sen) and sabe found 25piasters.(cab is 2 genih)

8.decice to just get into a cab and ask ikyn to tunggu bwh rumah and pay the cab

9.ikyn was not visible when we arrived..(org teksi da mrh2 n sro sabe tggu dlm cab while i go IKYN HUNTING..haha..

10.the cab dragged sabe!! OMG! (aku kejar the taxi mcm org gile)

11.jumpe ikyn n payed the cab(die mnx 1 extra genih) syukur sabe slamat!!

12.back home,discovered dida was having a reallly bad sore throat(die x bole ckap o telan ape2)

13.try to web cam with affan(my baby :P) tp the internet pedengki!

14.affan called and wish our anniversary!! (da lbey stahun n hope 2 continue it) :D

15.mkn some sort of nasi ayam ..idk what actually it is,, cooked by kak mira and sabe,,(tp sedappp)

16.writing this blog.. =>

p/s-tried to take pic kt suuk tp ad pakcik mrh

p/s2-dida darling,,get well soon!

signing off to go disturb syikin n sabe's life cuz dida saket (:

im thankful i am me

evening ppl!!

its 10pm here n i am suppose to study for my M.C.Q. mock test esok..

haha..but here i am posting a blog..

cuz i just feel like it..

well,,berbalik kepada tajok post aku,,

im thankful i am me!

well, let see,,im ain't the beautiful and brightest person in the world or even in my class but im still thankful..

smalam,,aku miss Malaysia, like always n playing around with the net when also,, i was suppose to study..haha..

sory mak,abah..

kebosanan melanda and i decide to bukak my alumni maktab punye page,,angsebok?? (betol ke??) n thers a slide show bout every single students of our batch n where r us now..

n thers me,,gamba formal..kekodian mase di maktab..

n i read some of my maktab frens punye blog..n i realize,,how they hope they are overseas like me,,(even its only egypt??) when here i am,,,whining,grunting,annoyingly everyday hoping im in Malaysia..

i thanks my parents who even da pencen tapi still willing to send me here with the EPF money..

n suddenly i am sooo regretful i am NEVER thankful i am here..

i kept complaining how kotor n busuk n berdebu but i refuse myself to think about all the nice things here..(ade ke??)

ok2..lets b optimistic here..

optimistic things about mesir:

1.the shawl is sooo damn murah n cantek..(i bought almost 20 kot) haha..

2.the tenusu proudct best..theres instant choc pudding n only cost 1.75L.E!!sedap n sinful!!

erm..thats all i can think about the optimistic site of mansoura..n i really hope to add the list sooner..doakan aku berjaya menambah list ini..

n btw,,enjoy my alumni video,,credits to huever did this..

Find more videos like this on ~Alumni Merbokianz~

signing off n off to study plasma membrane! :)

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